**Originally written on the plane home from the U.K.**

At the beginning of my thought process of coming back to Scotland, I had only planned to stay a month. However, as I was praying and working through the idea of returning, I really felt I needed to stay longer. So these last three weeks were the ones I’ve really been trying to glean all I could from the Lord, to understand His purposes in keeping me here in Scotland longer.
The first week of that three-week period was Create Change. As I’m sure you can remember from my last post, Create Change was incredible. I so enjoyed being able to connect with the young people in Paisley. So I guess I expected something epic over the last week and half, but as usual God’s plans are greater and thoughts are higher.


It was wonderful. Being on the meal plan the last four years of college, I never had much time to cook, so it was amazing to get to learn so much. I also have never baked so many things from scratch in my life from cookies, to bread, to muffins, etc.
I really have come to love the DTS students, and I discovered there really is so much joy that comes from serving those you love. It also gave me a lot of time with the Lord to process and to work through the things He’s been placing in me.
One of those things is the Lord’s heart for community. I believe the Lord really delights in communities like the one at Stanley House.
It may seem kind of crazy that over twenty people single, married, or married with families can all live together in harmony in one house, but I’ve seen it happen first hand, and it’s beautiful. It’s amazing to see the way that people who have incredibly different backgrounds and seemingly little in common besides their love for Jesus could grow so close and work together so seamlessly. Of course, there can be moments of strain or misunderstanding, but the grace and forgiveness so quickly extended was amazing to bear witness to. I truly believe Jesus wants us all to live in such community. Obviously, for many it will look very different but praying, eating, sharing, and just being with one another is so important and so critical to our journey with the Lord.
Another thing I believe the Lord has begun to plant within me is a deep love for those that are struggling, poor, or unloved. I got a chance to go to another drop-in like Tea and Toast last Tuesday at the Episcopal Church in Paisley. Sitting there talking with these people whose lives and struggles were so different from my own—I felt so alive.
This drop-in served lunch, and there was something really significant about sharing lunch with them. I met an older gentleman named John. He probably is one of coolest guys I’ve ever met. He’s an ex-mathematics (he told me he didn’t like when Americans shortened it to math) professor/ blues rocker. John also is a history buff who proceeded to give me an amazing American history lesson. I was slightly embarrassed; I only knew half the things he was talking about. John then showed the blues scale on the guitar, and we had a chance to talk about music together. We talked about Ray Charles, B.B. King, Elvis, and Chuck Berry. It is definitely one the best memories that I have from my time in Scotland.

I went to Tea and Toast for the last time on Monday. Danny had left early so I didn’t get a chance to say good-bye to him, but I did get a chance to talk to Pastor Wesley again. It was sad to say good-bye. I have so enjoyed going and being apart of their Monday mornings. I really felt like I was building relationships with some of the people and it’s difficult when those are forced to a premature end. But it is encouraging to know that there are others who will continue to build relationships with those people and that the Lord will continue to work through those relationships too.
Last Saturday, I also got a chance to go on a hike with the DTS students up Cobbler Hill. It was so great. I have loved being able to go on so many walks and hikes while I have been in Scotland. It is such a beautiful country and really the only way to see it is on foot. Some friends and I decided to go up the shorter way, which also makes you climb straight up the mountain over lots of rocks. It was a pretty intense climb to the top, but the view from the top was worth it.

After living in Paisley for the summer and working as missionary, it really is a life I could see myself living. Doing missions is definitely the type of life I could see myself doing long term. I feel like my heart continues to grow and expand for the UK and specifically Scotland. The more I meet people here and live here, the more it just seems to fit. In a broader sense, I really love and respect YWAM (Youth with a Mission) and what it stands for. I want to be apart of the YWAM family so that no matter where the Lord sends me, I would have family there as well.
I move to Augusta in a week. I am excited about these next nine months and all that I will learn during my internship. I have really enjoyed keeping a blog this summer so who knows…there maybe an Augusta blog in the near future. Thanks again for reading!
Blessings,
Tricia